I hope I’m not sick for my time off. But the truth of it is that yesterday the fatigue just progressed and progressed and though I tried to sleep last night I couldn’t sink into a full sleep just an annoying half sleep from which I seemed to jerk awake every hour. Then, around midnight, awakened with an almost suffocating nausea, and was sick in the bathroom. Today awakened bone tired, and it’s that twilight zone sort of fatigue, absolutely no energy, just stare into space weakness. Why do I want to put this out to you…pray for me. Can’t rally strength, can’t sleep to rally strength, just had a little tea and dry toast and never want to eat again. I hate feeling this way most of all. I’m just sick of everything and anybody.